"just because I don’t give you my heart as soon as you show interest doesn’t men I don’t like you, or am ‘throwing you away’. It might mean I don’t know you well enough to do so, and I want my heart protected. It would be cool if that was respected. "
"I might hug other guys, I might laugh with other guys, and I might text other guys, but none of them will ever mean as much to me as you do. "
people like me don’t have best friends. you can’t trust me, and i won’t let you. i won’t get close to you because i am afraid of losing you. i will protect you from me and protect me from myself. i will keep secrets from you in order to push you away. i will do anything to keep myself from getting attached, because i have been there before, i don’t want to go back to being dependent on anyone.
"When I push you away, I want you to hold me tighter. When I walk away, I want you to pull me back to you. When I get mad at you, I want you to push me against the wall and kiss me. When I miss you, I want you to be there for me. When I feel you don’t want me, prove to me that I’m the only one. "
"When we first started talking, I didn’t want to get involved with anyone. Hell, I didn’t even know you. But you were so good to me, and you were so easy to talk to and little by little I found myself falling even harder for you. "
"Congratulations, you won. I have finally stopped trying. You are out of my life. Probably forever. But just remember, that when you realize that you lost your best friend, it was your fault. Don’t you dare try and pin this on me. I have done my fair share of messing up, but this one, it’s not my fault whatsoever. "
"And honestly, I’m not sure if I should keep holding on or let go. It’s stupid to hold onto something that just keeps hurting you, but it’s also stupid to let go of everything you ever wanted. "
"Guy after guy they’re all the same. I try not to get my heart all up in it but my heart loves to play the game. "
"She wants him. She can’t deny it. She’s just so confused. ‘Cause when she thinks back to the day he shattered her, she trembles at the thought of feeling like that again. "
"Can’t you see it? She likes you, more than you could imagine. It’s in her eyes, it’s in her voice, it’s in her smile. She’s so different when you’re around, so much happier. You’re the one for her, but you don’t see that, do you? "
"I smile and act like nothing is wrong, it’s called: putting shit aside and being strong. "
"I’d give him another chance, since I never gave up. It seemed like I moved on, but all I did was pick myself up and tried being happy. If you have to know, you were always at the top of my heart. "
"Why did I do it? I guess because I was sick of you running in and out of my life without some kind of consequence. So here is your close line babe, I hope the fall hurts like hell. "
"Maybe I’m scared, scared that the person that has meant so much to me for so long might actually be falling out of my grasp and there’snothing I can do to stop him. "
"Most days, I’m stuck somewhere between not caring at all, and caring too much. "
